So, a week ago, I posted a status on my wall that said 'Excited to see my man in a week'. Handsome is coming Friday and pretty excited. Well anyway, a different guy, Lover, that I had been talking to before Handsome, came over to visit yesterday. Let me give you the low down on Lover:
Lover was charming, of course, and have known him since H.S. We had done the dirty once and had always texted. Well he has fallen off the planet 4 times. This meaning, that we would text and he would say amazing things to me, like he would never leave me and would love me forever. Well the last time he fell off the planet he stopped texting/calling, and everything, leaving me to sit here wondering what I did wrong. All the other 3 times he stopped texting he would text me down the road saying how sorry he was that he stopped texting. The last time he stopped I tried and tried to get a hold of him, and he kept ignoring me. So one night I thought I would use my roommates phone and call him. He answered and immediatley when I talked he hung up. Well he texted me saying how sorry he was and so on.
So that's lover. I had told him I wasn't mad, but hurt that he kept doing this to me. I told him about Handsome and the fact that he had been steady in my life for awhile now. He said he understood but was going to come and make it up to me. So he came yesterday, with flowers ( gorgeous, white roses with some purple flowers surrounding it). It was akward at first, because he just comes to my door step and we haven't talked for a while. It was ok though. Me, Lee Ann and him went out for lunch and did a little bit of shopping trying to make the weirdness diminish somehow. Later in the evening we sat down and talked (with a little bit of alcohol in our systems). I told him that Handsome was coming and that he had been steady in my life and that I was wanting him, not you. He understood but said he liked competition and that he would win me over. Lets just say I woke up to him the next day with rose petals all over my room. Lilly, my dog, was enjoying the flavor of them as she had eaten about a rose worth. Anyway, he was totally sweet and now I am in a loss of what to do.
Handsome is coming Friday as I said and I am going to give him everything I have, he deserves that, because he has been the sweetest and given me what I crave most, consistence. So I will let you know how is goes...
I just took a caffiene pill and hopefully all my kiddos will stay asleep. Tomorrow is going to be rough. I have a meeting at 10-2 and then work 2-6. Fun Fun, but at least after tomorrow it will be home free I hope :)
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