Dreaming...

I am trying to think positively. I haven't turned on the air for I think about a month. CONSERVE. Its hard to keep that in my mind while I am sitting on my bed, steamy and hot. Not that kind of hot, trust me I am not that kind of attractive right now haha.

I am watching Time Traveler's Wife. Took some nyquil, and hoping I fall asleep before I start to cry. I am not sure why I bought this movie in the first place, maybe the hopeful that the romantic love story would be able to keep me occupied on this night. The actor in the movie isn't that bad looking so its not like the whole movie is a bore. I couldn't imagine not being able to stay in the same spot. Always traveling and never knowing when you are going to move on to the next place and never knowing if you would wake up next to the person you love. Luckily I am not a time traveler and not planning to marry a time traveler.

I am going to cut off short tonight. Whenever tv or something is on, my mind kind of shuts off. So I am going to bid you adoo, or however you call it and say goodnight.

I will dream of you always.... xoxo 

Since its fat Tuesday, I might as well :))