Forever...

Hey there long lost world, I didn't know if you exsisted this past weekend. Ah so much to tell, but I am going to be more wise about what I say on here as well, there are people that read it :)) That is a good thing and a bad thing.

This picture says more then what they eye can see. Forever is just an easy word to say but not truly mean. There is a line from a song that Ben Harper sings. 

"People spend so much time every single day 

running 'round all over town giving their forever away 

but no not me i won't let my forever roam"

I feel like I have given so many of my forever's away and I am not sure if any of them really were forever. Sure, maybe at the time I really thought that it would be forever, or even hoped for it to be that I said it. I am ready for forever though. I am ready to spend my days with that one person for the rest of my life. I want to grow old but be able to grow younger and and learn more about me. 

Its going to take a certain guy though. 

I am bitchy, mostly all of the time

like to eat raw pancake batter,

impatient when driving behind a grandma

give advice rather then listening (working on this)

dont like my socks to be on a certain way or I freak out

shop to much

can't sleep if there is noise or light

and many others

BUT.... I am 

big-hearted

loveable

sexy

have pretty hair

brown eyes

nice butt

awesome friend

amazing lover

And hopefully some guy will come along and sweep me off my feet, love me for all the dang quirks I have and help me grow as I help him grow...

SO... any takers? I will be taking applications <3